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♥ Caii

Me, Myself, and I

♥ Caii
Still lovin' lilliputian pinks & yellows :)
Major loves include theatre,
dance and photography.
Lives in a imaginary fuss-free world.

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Whoa, damn fun.

This whole week has been much much much utilized with shopping trips, gyming, dining, tennising, movie-ing and cycling with my ole' bunch of friends from cedar.

....and a fun-packed week just before i embark on my work life.

it's about 9 hours from now and i kinda don't have enough work clothes to wear for the rest of the week. only monday's attire is confirmed.i want to shop for more work clothes. isetan anyone???


i feel fat but at least i did exercise, and please promise me this cai wen, you must must must must be of acceptable mass (i.e. 53kg) by your birthday, that means no snaking in between meals and definitely weekends at the gym. omg. I want this so badly.and after i get my pay i would invest in nutrimeal. :)

hoorays.

some boy from the gym today told me i was acceptable. hahaha. after which he said overweight...btw, yY, boar and i think that he wasn't in the right mind to begin with. weird.

anyways, i think i should go sleep now.

P.S. I totally felt like a P1 kid going to school when i tried on my work clothes and shoes and saw my reflection in the mirror just now. 2* years old liao still seems like i'm only 7.

friday night was nice.

the catching up with an old friend. movie and deep thought session.
hah.


the feeling of amae is always nice.

Ahhh! i finally have the mood to blog..
you know, blogging has never been easy for me. To pen down my thoughts as if there was someone whom i should report my actions and doings to...That thought isn't very welcoming if you ask me. Right now, my life's kinda in a mess. I'm not sure if i'm ready for the workforce, reality's harsh and i'm not one who has the luxury of not being conformed to it. But trust me, i get the idea of how one has worked his/her whole life to get to a point where he/she can work for his/her whole life!
TOTALLY GET IT.
well, watching dvds on the couch, sleeping till 2pm everyday, leading a life where time isn't really a factor, has indeed been very relaxing...
AND redundant...and useless.
I feel like a extreme case of dumpsterfied wreck.
yea, i am completely aware that i NEED to find a job asap, but it has to be suitable for me as well.
it has to...
it is just utterly sadistic (and disgusting) to pretend that you love your job when as a matter of fact you hate it to the core, but just to show everyone around you (parents, relatives, friends, ex-classmates, boyfriend's family and neighbors) that you have graduated and have landed yourself a full-time job which can provide for your family and that you are not UNEMPLOYED! Don't you think that it's just pathetic?
This is especially true if your area of interest and qualification drastically narrows down the number of job openings.
Let's see... arts management, but i'm more interested in theatre and the performing arts. Just a few weeks ago nac had a job opening for theatre manager but too bad, i didn't make the cut, but that would have been perfect. =( And more recently D***m Academy was hiring a office manager for i guess the internship experience at a particular theatre company kinda freaked me out and left a bad impression of an office manager (i'm not too keen on turning into a bad boo-boo as of yet), so i withdrew from the interview. =/
i have to be less choosey in order to be employed.
aly* suggested that i work part time first.
Although i like the idea of not being very committed, and having more time for myself while earning an income, i don't reckon my parents will be too happy about it.
This is so...argh! めいわく!
I'm dealing with ..

1. a hundred dollars+ in bank
2. nagging parents (about finding a job and about bf)
3. finding a suitable job (will be looking at TAH, MDA for fulltime and ESP ALO, or other theatre/arts company that pays reasonable for part time)
4. packing my room ( setting aside wearable and outworn but preloved clothes =(...)
5. do a scrapbook/photo album for photos taken with golden half
6. another ikea trip to get the MALM pink chest of drawers, last i checked left with 20 sets..
7. contemplating on getting a watch that is on discount, which obviously does not equate to puntuality
8. contemplating on this mass dance workshop http://www.oschool.com.sg/TBG_09/mass_workshop.php
9. contemplating on watching Sing Dollar http://www.dreamacademy.com.sg/
10. preparing film and camera for Aaden's 1st birthday ( just a sneak preview...there will be buffet, bouncing castle, magic show and balloon scuplting...)
11. celebrating aly's birthday this sat. going to Christian Lacroix Exhibition, taking pictures. =)http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/nms/nms_html/nms_content_6c.asp?content_template=4&content_id=23&tab_id=23&cine_id=1223&fest_id=0
12. scheduling timetable for *boar's hw. =)
13. oh and lastly, thinking of language classes (jap or french?)

hmmm, better get going.

bee-thee-double-you, i hate it when i wanna do my part of the housework and you keep repelling me by saying mean things, den complaining that i don't help out! =(

After sleeping on the which-camera-to-get issue, i think and i might have come to a final decision.

For these past few days i've been repeatedly reviewing that my funds are X and my expenses will be Y1, Y2 or Y3, or worse, a combination of any 2 of the choices. Although i was only supposed to have A (pronounced as ER, not AEI) choice. Weighing the needs and wants was a big deal to me(someone who is easily won over by the aesthetic appeal of the product and the limitless creativity the product can offer). Having to consider the pre and post cost of shooting was a nightmare as it would mean X minus expenses Y (in which Y will never be negative; or people who spend more will have a 100% rebate on their purchases) equals to Z (which has amply demonstrated to be very pathetic in my whole life; i practically spend everything and not leave a dime; i obviously know it's not financially ideal...........)
ANYWAYS! IN SUMMARY, THIS ISSUE WAS ONE BIG NIGHTMARE!

Point is, I've transferred $162 for Golden Half, Multicolour flash, 3 rolls of film, and pink strap which looks like this
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Sweet ain't it? Gonna attach it to my S3IS to "beautify" it. :)

AND Golden Half is spanking fantesticles! "Aside from increasing your shots, the miniature sized Golden Half camera allows your creative self to make diptychs and juxtapositions with the images you shoot (for example, taking a photo of a matchbox car right after taking a photo of ... a real car, so that they appear side by side and print together on one piece of photo paper)"

As for Canon E1, i'd prolly get a better compact cam when i have a full time job. :)

*Boar is still asleep after the mozzie attack at Oh-535 hours this morning.

somehow, i can't lose.
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......even if it's just a game. =(

Woke up this morning to piping hot dumplings made lovingly by popo. People would pay her $13 just for ONE of these awesome explosion of flavours!!! This time round, she added duck eggyolks into the ba-zhangs. MMMMM! :)

Camera/$ Woes!

It's a whole new beginning and HELLO WORLD! =)



This shall be my secondary thought-processor.



Happy happy.