Ahhh! i finally have the mood to blog..
you know, blogging has never been easy for me. To pen down my thoughts as if there was someone whom i should report my actions and doings to...That thought isn't very welcoming if you ask me. Right now, my life's kinda in a mess. I'm not sure if i'm ready for the workforce, reality's harsh and i'm not one who has the luxury of not being conformed to it. But trust me, i get the idea of how one has worked his/her whole life to get to a point where he/she can work for his/her whole life!
TOTALLY GET IT.
well, watching dvds on the couch, sleeping till 2pm everyday, leading a life where time isn't really a factor, has indeed been very relaxing...
AND redundant...and useless.
I feel like a extreme case of dumpsterfied wreck.
yea, i am completely aware that i NEED to find a job asap, but it has to be suitable for me as well.
it has to...it is just utterly sadistic (and disgusting) to pretend that you love your job when as a matter of fact you hate it to the core, but just to show everyone around you (parents, relatives, friends, ex-classmates, boyfriend's family and neighbors) that you have graduated and have landed yourself a full-time job which can provide for your family and that you are not UNEMPLOYED! Don't you think that it's just pathetic?
This is especially true if your area of interest and qualification drastically narrows down the number of job openings.
Let's see... arts management, but i'm more interested in theatre and the performing arts. Just a few weeks ago nac had a job opening for theatre manager but too bad, i didn't make the cut, but that would have been perfect. =( And more recently D***m Academy was hiring a office manager for i guess the internship experience at a particular theatre company kinda freaked me out and left a bad impression of an office manager (i'm not too keen on turning into a bad boo-boo as of yet), so i withdrew from the interview. =/
i have to be less choosey in order to be employed.
aly* suggested that i work part time first.
Although i like the idea of not being very committed, and having more time for myself while earning an income, i don't reckon my parents will be too happy about it.
This is so...argh! めいわく!
I'm dealing with ..
- a hundred dollars+ in bank
- nagging parents (about finding a job and about bf)
- finding a suitable job (will be looking at TAH, MDA for fulltime and ESP ALO, or other theatre/arts company that pays reasonable for part time)
- packing my room ( setting aside wearable and outworn but preloved clothes =(...)
- do a scrapbook/photo album for photos taken with golden half
- another ikea trip to get the MALM pink chest of drawers, last i checked left with 20 sets..
- contemplating on getting a watch that is on discount, which obviously does not equate to puntuality
- contemplating on this mass dance workshop http://www.oschool.com.sg/TBG_09/mass_workshop.php
- contemplating on watching Sing Dollar http://www.dreamacademy.com.sg/
- preparing film and camera for Aaden's 1st birthday ( just a sneak preview...there will be buffet, bouncing castle, magic show and balloon scuplting...)
- celebrating aly's birthday this sat. going to Christian Lacroix Exhibition, taking pictures. =)http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/nms/nms_html/nms_content_6c.asp?content_template=4&content_id=23&tab_id=23&cine_id=1223&fest_id=0
- scheduling timetable for *boar's hw. =)
- oh and lastly, thinking of language classes (jap or french?)
hmmm, better get going.
bee-thee-double-you, i hate it when i wanna do my part of the housework and you keep repelling me by saying mean things, den complaining that i don't help out! =(
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